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| 08:27pm 14/07/2005 |
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I hate the feeling I am feeling right now. RIGHT NOW.
P.S. I miss Cassie <3 |
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| Cassie is my faborite. |
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| 06:22pm 24/06/2005 |
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mood:  contemplative
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I think that music keeps people connected. It's also the easiest thing to share with someone else.
It makes you feel so many different thing. I like the songs that make you feel nostalgic, even if you've never heard them before.
Sometimes it nice to be bittersweet inside.
I've got to find a way to send my love to the people I care about who are far away this summer. Actually, I'm far away, but I guess that makes them far away too.
Send. Love. Hm...I think I've got it :-). |
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| 11:11am 17/04/2005 |
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Update for this cool girl named Cassie. Yall should meet her. She be THE coolest, yo. She's good at Origami.
She's my faborite.
www.xanga.com/my_cellar_door_is_locked |
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| 01:04am 16/06/2004 |
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Another update for Derek. |
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| And... |
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| 12:19am 31/05/2004 |
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(sorry, Derek...this is my last one)
And...I want my bangs again...they looked stellar...but I have to wait until the summer is over...because it's waaay too hot and they'll never stay straight... |
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| And another thing... |
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| 12:18am 31/05/2004 |
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If you compare my entries from LJ and Xanga...I was MUCH happier in my LJ days...
...I know why THAT happened ::whistles::... |
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| A fond farewell? |
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| 03:37pm 01/02/2004 |
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mood:  okay
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...well...I've realized...that while I have been a loyal Live Journal member since 2001...most of my friends have Xanga...and I often find myself wanting to make a comment on their journals...but I am unable to do so because stupid Xanga requires you to log in in order to comment...plus...you can add pics to your entries with Xanga...
...oh well...not a total loss...we can't win them all...after all...I did win the X Box vs. Play Station with Marissa and Mr U...me and Mr. U totally crushed Marissa's Play Station dreams...
...worry not...I still heart you, Assiram!!... |
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| ...morning calls for pain relief... |
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| 10:38am 31/01/2004 |
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mood:  okay
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...well...hello...
...I completely conked out last night as soon as I hit my pillow...and now my hair looks terrible :)... ::battle wound::
...so...according to Eddie...I won the second game...thanks to Corey Mann...the twin I haven't spoken to yet...but I want to thank lol...so...
...THANK YOU COREY MANN... |
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| ...ba ba ba ba bowling... |
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| 11:58pm 30/01/2004 |
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mood:  happy
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...went bowling tonight...with what I thought would be a small group of six or seven...but turned out to be like...this gellatinous monster...consisting of like fifteen kids or something...::tried to name them all:: (Josh, Aaron, Zach, Bobby R., Lisa, Allison, Jared, Corey, Fahim, Ernesto, Jeff, Eddie, Bob L., and Danni and Andrew came and left)it was really fun...I was the lonely little junior in this massive crowd of seniors lol...but I felt quite welcome...and I met new people...which is always fun...and most even remembered my name lol...
...I bowled a 104 in the first game...and I beat Eddie Wong LoL...I think I came in third...Jared was first...and Ernesto's friend Cathy was second...but I was surprised at how well I did...I mean...in comparison to how bad I thought I would do...I told Aaron I usually bowl like a 70 and I told Jeff I normally get in the 50's...then Eddie called me a liar lol ::cries::...we started a second game...and I was in third place again by the sixth round...but we had to go...so I'll have to wait and find out how I did...lol...
...so much for disco bowling though...lol...I mean...black light and R&B music doesnt really constitute as a true disco theme...but it was a cute attempt...and I had this fabulus tan effect under the light lol...
...thank you and good night... |
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| ...ok...thrid update in...like...ten minutes...what is going on here... |
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| 06:08pm 30/01/2004 |
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mood:  anxious
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Stolen from J. Po!! LoL hearts mucho! EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot Cinnamon Canada
SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied Ackie Hemlock (lol partying it up in HEMLOCK FARMS!!...I've never "partied" in Merrick lol)
"FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name J. Gu
SOAP OPERA ALIAS = Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived Paige Stuyvesant
PORN STAR ALIAS = First Pet's Name + Street You Grew Up On Chester Stuyvesant (sexy stuff)
ROCK STAR ALIAS = Any Liquid on the Bar + Last Name of Bad-Ass Celebrity Water Anderson (oh my) |
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| ...go on go on... |
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| 06:00pm 30/01/2004 |
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mood:  happy
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...gahhh...AIM is completely deserted...even those without away messages up are idle...errrrrrrr...errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...for someone who has so much to say all the time...conditions aren't looking good...I might implode with thoughts...too...many...can't...go on...::shakes::...
...la dee da... |
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| ...safe in here from all the stupid questions..."hey did you get some?"...man that is soooo dumb... |
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| 05:26pm 30/01/2004 |
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mood:  happy
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...stay quiet...stay near...
...Friday...school is over...another weekend...it was a short week...not too bad...I like two day weeks...
...it's really really cold out...
...and I'm having the worst cramps right now...
...but...deep down inside...I'm a very happy camper...and even if things suck...I'll still be a happy camper...because someone up there loves me enough to cut me a LOT of slack lately...
...THANK YOU SO MUCH... |
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| ...oh look now...there you go with hope again... |
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| 06:10pm 29/01/2004 |
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mood:  happy
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...school was...blah...it was like a Monday after a huge vacation...but tomorrow is Friday...two day weeks are lovely...and tomorrow should be good...end of the week...
...the time has come, the walrus said...
...Fahim is the Freestyling Champion...I must work on my skills before I go at this again...it's harder than it looks...here is my my first battle...
Howsegoat: I wanna challange you fool...to a freestyle duel FahimTheDream86: oh really Howsegoat: just cause im a girl dont hold back...thats whac FahimTheDream86: fool FahimTheDream86: i wouldnt want to make you cry with any of my wise cracks Howsegoat: you think ur cool? Howsegoat: yeah right i'll get u back FahimTheDream86: id take you to school Howsegoat: so bad, you'll be all mad Howsegoat: thats not cool FahimTheDream86: what you think thats rad FahimTheDream86: its just plain old sad Howsegoat: it's just a fad Howsegoat: it's not that bad FahimTheDream86: you should give it up now FahimTheDream86: i see the sweat on your brow Howsegoat: how? Howsegoat: (lol) FahimTheDream86: or do you want to be wowed Howsegoat: ya kno what Howsegoat: you should shut Howsegoat: ur mouth before i may YOU cry Howsegoat: tears Howsegoat: will fall from ur eye Howsegoat: and you'll cry Howsegoat: "I WAS BEAT BY A GIRL" Howsegoat: she owns my world Howsegoat: what now Howsegoat: oh wow FahimTheDream86: fe fi fo fum FahimTheDream86: that was so incredibly dumb Howsegoat: cut me sum slack Howsegoat: jack Howsegoat: i still got ur back Howsegoat: i just wanted to have some fun Howsegoat: but i guess you won Howsegoat: this time Howsegoat: i'll be back FahimTheDream86: i understand youre new Howsegoat: you're ill and cool...I'll admit you won this duel FahimTheDream86: thats over phew Howsegoat: lol Howsegoat: damnnnn Howsegoat: ur good FahimTheDream86: honestly it was tough Howsegoat: in da hood Howsegoat: lol FahimTheDream86: things are getting rough Howsegoat: i kno what you mean Howsegoat: its harder than it seems Howsegoat: but i gave it my best shot Howsegoat: i aint so hot Howsegoat: at freestylin Howsegoat: its not my thing FahimTheDream86: have we stopped rhyming FahimTheDream86: or should i continue jiving Howsegoat: it's quite interesting FahimTheDream86: more than a one night fling Howsegoat: thats not a nice thing Howsegoat: what lol Howsegoat: ok Howsegoat: well thanks Howsegoat: that was fun lol Howsegoat: you are the master Howsegoat: no one can do it faster FahimTheDream86: you wer rather swell FahimTheDream86: i almost had to stop and ring the bell Howsegoat: damn man, is that for real? Howsegoat: if u were lying, u kno how i'd feel Howsegoat: i'd feel bad FahimTheDream86: sad or mad? Howsegoat: that would make me mad Howsegoat: lol i cant do this Howsegoat: i'm gonna miss Howsegoat: im a poet, not a rapper FahimTheDream86: it makes youre brain explode Howsegoat: my raps diserve to be flushed down the crapper FahimTheDream86: too big is the load FahimTheDream86: this stuffs getting heavy FahimTheDream86: lets stop before someone is hit by a chevy Howsegoat: like eugene levy |
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| 01:38pm 28/01/2004 |
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mood:  happy
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...snow day...
...and somehow...I knew it was coming...because I didn't even go to bed until 2:15ish...maybe it was all that snow I saw out my window :-P...
...but I woke up and turned on Ch 12...and it started with the C's...so I sat there and WAITED for Bellmore-Merrick Central Highschool District...but then I gave up and asked my mom and she said yes we're closed...so I went back to bed for a while...
...wow...a five day weekend...what did I do to diserve this...I want to thank whoever is responsible...THANK YOU...
...and I'm not snogging Dave Nelson...
...so tomorrow...moment of truth?... .......maybe....... |
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| ...pump up the jam... |
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| 06:20pm 27/01/2004 |
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mood:  bored
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THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW 1. blue socks with green polkadots 2. black sweatpants 3. pink nailpolish
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST 1. fo shizzle/off the hizzle/my nizzle 2. insayno 3. I concur
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO 1. Australia 2. England 3. Jupiter
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (my mom's desk) 1. a huge, ghetto computer computer moniter 2. insayno mush of paper and pens and stuff 3. a cool little CD-ROM holder with all these slots filled with non CD-ROM items
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE 1. fly (bungie jump, parasail, hot air balloon...anything) 2. fall in love 3. get something published
THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY 1. optimistic 2. strange 3. tollerant
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY 1. territorial 2. impatiant 3. don't think before I speak
THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE 1. Polish 2. Austrian 3. French
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY 1. my lips (good shape for lipstick application...which I never wear, anyway) 2. my complexion (hardly a blemish...one of the few good assets I have) 3. my hands
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY 1. my red cheeks (looks like I'm constantly blushing) 2. my hair (SUCH a pain in the ass) 3. my shoulders
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME 1. I am afraid of the dark 2. I really like regge 3. I can't do a cartwheel, but I can do a bridge lol
THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY 1. Jaxx 2. Jacrosse 3. Jax0rz
THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD 1. Howsegoat (the only s/n I've had...but there were a few on the side) 2. I Step On Ms Hen 3. Skweekie Duck
...homework...probably no school tomorrow... |
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